Bad family life

Even though I love my family I am still having a bad family life because Mom is boring she never wants to do anything with us and she always gets mad at me even when I didn't do anything or it's not my fault, like earlier this summer I was babysitting my friend girls and Mom got mad at me because the girls put the leg rest up and because their parents were a little late and she wanted go to bad.  She also got mad at me because I gave them lollipops.  I thought that was so stupid to get mad over little things like those things they are just kids, kids usually make themselves at home and they don't ask either.  Wasn't my Mom ever a kid, sheesh, give kids a break.  I remember another time when Tonya's daughter Whitney was about 6 years old and we were babysitting them and Whitney was running around the table with her little sister Jessica and she accidentally broke a little cactus plant that was in the window seal and she got scared and hide we could find her we looked every where calling her name and when I found her she get in trouble from Mom, I felt so sorry for that poor little girl, Mom is not patient at all.  I tried to explain to Mom she hid because she was scared that you would get mad at her for breaking the plant, she said she didn't care about the plant she got mad because Whitney hid from her, but Whitney didn't know that Mom didn't care about the broken plant, she thought she was going to get in trouble for it so she hid and she got in trouble anyway for hiding, kids can't win, I know I never did.  I would be more understanding and say something comforting like Whitney honey, don't be scared it's okay I don't care about the plant, say something comforting to a child that is already scared, and don't get mad at her.  Why get mad all the time it just stresses you out.  It also stresses the people that you get mad at out too.

My Mom gets mad at me, my Dad gets mad at me and screams, and my sister Tami just likes to control me and tells me what I can have and what I can't have.  My Grandma likes to make me feel bad and guilty and my Aunt Sandi  like to lecture me.  Lets see, my Grandma told me before we left "I should spank you" just because I had a bad morning, and my favorite Aunt, Sandi said, "The next time you scratch your face I will jump on a plane and yell at you."   I thought oh great, that's why I scratched my face in the first place because Dad screamed at me and you are going to scream at me some more so I can get stressed out again.
And she lectured me about I have a nice mom and I should appreciate her and say thank you for what she does for me.  I just feel like no one understands me, no one ever took the time to understand me, I never said that my Mom wasn't nice, she is nice to me physically but she not nice to me emotionally and mentally

Mom is driving me crazy because even right now she made me upset, I just feel like giving up, no one appreciates me around here and I am not apart of Sister Michelson's family yet but I wish I was though!  Then I will have a happy life instead of a unhappy life!