Things are basically the same aroung here

Not much has changed since last May, I am still dreaming of a new house basically because my Mom is driving me crazy! I still want a basement so I can go down there when my Mom drives me crazy and still live in the same house with her.

My Mom still works long hours and leaves me and my sister Becky home all day, and when she does come home she doesn't spend time with us, it's so frustrating!

Last September she sent me to Utah because I was a pain so she had decided to ask Dad to take me to Utah to get rid of me. I didn't know that she had sent me to Utah until after I got back and I was hurt to hear that she would do that to me!

Don't get me wrong I loved it in Utah and the best part was that my sister Becky want with me to be with me and support me. We had fun in Utah we enjoyed the cooler weather and Fall temperatures! We stayed 6 weeks and we would stayed longer but I wanted to get back and spend the holidays with my Mom.

When we was in Utah I kept asking Mom when I talked to her do you miss me,... do you miss me yet but she never seemed to miss me and on the night we came back she acted like we had been gone for a day so she really didn't miss us! I don't think it was very nice of her not to miss us because we are her kids and she should have missed us!

What drives me crazy is she will not spend time with us! Here is basically a normal day for her, she gets up between 4 and 5 O'clock in the morning she gets ready for school and then she goes in the kitchen and fix her herself breakfest and read and writes on her e-mail and then she brush her teeth and then leave for school and she's gone for 12 to 13 hours. Then she comes home and change her clothes and usually checks her e-mail again and read and writes on her e-mail and then call her mom then she either sits in her chair and fell to sleep or goes to bed. Where the time for us? Even on the weekend she doesn't really do things with us if she doesn't want too. She also loves to read and vist with her friend, I feel like she puts us last in this life and it shouldn't be thet way, families suppose to come first not last not even second.

The sad thing in this world is families usually come second or last in this world and work usually cames first in this crazy world, I want to tell peaple that isn't the way it should be you shouldn't put your families last you should put them frst, most people say they are too busy to spend time with their families, but why and what are they busy with? Work, friends, reading or watching TV? We need to start putting our families first because it's so important because don't we love our families and don't we owe them that much?! If we die tomorrow then wouldn't we wished we would have spent time with our family the ones that we love, the ones that really counts?

So STOP riding on your high horse and decide what really matter most in your life work and other things or your family! Stop putting your family on the sidelines and put them first like they should be! I hope that when you decide what's more important you will decide family.

"The most important work you will ever do is within the walls of your family." So please DON'T put your family off any longer because your might regrat it someday!

DON'T PUT OFF YOUR FAMILIES,THEY ARE IMPORTANT!!!!!!